Posted in feelings, Write

Love – A tragedy


Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl and a handsome boy, their eyes met and chasing starts by a boy and finally he found his everlasting love and they got married.......Is this a reality?, I dont think so
Okie lets try one more time, Once upon a time boy meets a girl, and both liked each other but girl starts to obses over him, chasing starts and as we know boys dont like to be chased, they are the one who chooses that one special girl over everyone. But the hot and cold behaviour continues....oh no now story ends with he was a bastard who brokes her heart! The end

Thats the two version of love we believe from very ancient times, the only thing that was true is the feeling of love either felt by one or both, other than that everything is entirely baseless how?
/ There is no way first sight love happens, as we meet with tons of people throughout the day,
/ Happy ending rarely exist, until we are also prepared to dive into relation and make it into reality.
/ It requires time and effort to bloom the love into forever.
/ We love the idea of chase and happy ending, more than a journey itself!
Wake up from a sleep and know that true love exist, either in a form of temporary feelings or long lasting effort done by both partners.

As a saying goes by, 'Everything happens for a reason either its a blessing or a lesson'.

If you find yourself that you dont know how to love or being cheated on, guess what its not the right time for you, let it go! Thats way you give yourself the oppournity to love yourself more, those broken parts who are asking for love from another person, just give your love, the desire and your smile. That would be enough

What is love?
Love is a feeling in our heart which grows with time, if we keep feeding it together to make it last. Its warm touch, crazy butterfly inside, anxiety at the starting and familarity as we go on! Right confidence to carry out ourseleves and if the another one falls, to carry them in our arms and say 'fuck you, I am here'. Experssing love daily or suddenly and feeling gratitude in our heart, that this person is mine. (I am crying, I didnt knew this, I know its not the right time for me) I always express my gratitude towards Jim kwik (my teacher) and thats why my love for him is still alive in my heart and I guess it will.... forever.

Owning confidence to say no and yes when needed, is the way to find and keep love forever, if it happens.
Posted in sex, underage

Under-age SEX


1. Sounds Kinky
2. I am so horny
3. Dirty talk
4. Have me in your arms, baby

Thats not my words, its 13 year old kids words when they got alittle bit horny! I want to know, how they become horny in such a small age?

*Try to find answers in book, closes the book* shh.

Its easy to get laid in these so called generation, sex is common or physical relationship makes alot of sense. Sex, sex…….I am tired of this word. The most common theme is ‘Underage Sex’, the child born today and has a mobile in his/her hands, so the term they use can be described as ‘Its complicated’.

Underage Sex is the most dangerous thing to actually enagage into, they never knew what consquences it might lead to. What if they get horny? They wont period
The simple logic is that , in age 12-17 the body is hitting puberty and adopting to new changes such as:-
1. Periods 2. Hair 3. Black knees or elbows 4. Anger
Its not possible to get horny and like those stuffs,  the changes which they go through can be minor or major, depending upon the childs growth and genes! The sexual encounter they engage in is useless and dangerous. Why?

Firstly, their body is changing and inner foundation is building Secondly, no knowledge of what they as well as their body wants. Third, Causing pain while doing Sex, catching Std’s and not to mention pregnancy,

‘How a child can raise a child, too dumb’
Ofcourse, making youtube videos on how they get pregnant and there is no one supporting, please like and share so I can feed my child,,,,
The child father be like

Their is no valid excuse for a childs misconduct, its an odd behaviour!Ahh biggest excuse, child marriage, yeah sure.

To sum up, please dont engage in Underage sex atleast for yourself and your body. Once you are ready, you will know it!

Posted in Express, feelings, thoughts

It is what it is

Recently gone on a function after a long time because of corona, and there I saw a guy and I smiled, he also smiled and it continues....but then i stopped and return home with no regret of having him in my arms.
I liked it that actually somebody smiled with an intensity, with a great eye contact, no fear of judgement but I wasnt ready; my inner voice told me no, its better to be alone rather than being with fake company or being in a relationship that only exist in our mind. I wasnt ready to love someone it doesnt means I cant love him. I wanted to give myself an oppournity to love me enough if it is just for a while. I am tired of choosing every guy thats in front of me and ending up in a pain of 'What if' or 'I wish'! This time the fear of losing myself in the process was much stronger than trying again.
It doesnt matter what had happened in the past or what new tomorrow can bring, it just matters that the present was actually decided by me at that time. I want to be me.
That also realizes me that i am made up of those whom i loved no matter what, that cracks in the heart makes me whole and stronger.