Posted in dance, know it

How to be yourself- A guide

Namaste,

It requires so much courage to actually be yourself or follow your heart or mind. A example of this would be : I was reading a book called ‘An indian girl’ and its story is somewhat…..okay nevermind highly feels like my story.
Why?
Because she is crazy like me, doing a job and making alots of money and living in foreign country, meeting new people and falling in love…..the last part is related to me.
The more I looked at it, the more I feel bad for her…..she knows everything expect of how to be herself, how to be beautiful by her own…..and thats what puts her in the position she never expects{ I still have to finish it}
   So i thought for a while.. I can really be myself and enjoy life at its fullest (either its a healing process or just a nap….full of dreams).
  
   So How I can make that dream come true?
  Simple
  – Beauty regime- Taking care of my skin, nails, is a first step towards right direction
  – Rereading a book- Because a genius rereads and update his or her learning
  – Making my hair- Thats something i always avoid twice
  – Living like a queen- Yes my baby, I am the queen!
  – Smiling for no reason
  – Working (dont forget that we have to work)
  – Dancing- well, I want to seduce someone and that someone is me;)
  – Gratitude
  – Journaling
  – How to be a good speaker- I was watching that video and damn it was so good…..count me in.
  – Trying to be social
 
  And so much I can add to the list……but slowly baby slowly. I think the most important one would be “diet”. Hehe, that makes me feel so light and energetic. Bye!
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Posted in feelings, Write

Love – A tragedy

Salut,

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl and a handsome boy, their eyes met and chasing starts by a boy and finally he found his everlasting love and they got married.......Is this a reality?, I dont think so
Okie lets try one more time, Once upon a time boy meets a girl, and both liked each other but girl starts to obses over him, chasing starts and as we know boys dont like to be chased, they are the one who chooses that one special girl over everyone. But the hot and cold behaviour continues....oh no now story ends with he was a bastard who brokes her heart! The end

Thats the two version of love we believe from very ancient times, the only thing that was true is the feeling of love either felt by one or both, other than that everything is entirely baseless how?
/ There is no way first sight love happens, as we meet with tons of people throughout the day,
/ Happy ending rarely exist, until we are also prepared to dive into relation and make it into reality.
/ It requires time and effort to bloom the love into forever.
/ We love the idea of chase and happy ending, more than a journey itself!
Wake up from a sleep and know that true love exist, either in a form of temporary feelings or long lasting effort done by both partners.

As a saying goes by, 'Everything happens for a reason either its a blessing or a lesson'.

If you find yourself that you dont know how to love or being cheated on, guess what its not the right time for you, let it go! Thats way you give yourself the oppournity to love yourself more, those broken parts who are asking for love from another person, just give your love, the desire and your smile. That would be enough

What is love?
Love is a feeling in our heart which grows with time, if we keep feeding it together to make it last. Its warm touch, crazy butterfly inside, anxiety at the starting and familarity as we go on! Right confidence to carry out ourseleves and if the another one falls, to carry them in our arms and say 'fuck you, I am here'. Experssing love daily or suddenly and feeling gratitude in our heart, that this person is mine. (I am crying, I didnt knew this, I know its not the right time for me) I always express my gratitude towards Jim kwik (my teacher) and thats why my love for him is still alive in my heart and I guess it will.... forever.

Owning confidence to say no and yes when needed, is the way to find and keep love forever, if it happens.