Tag: Life

Posted in dance, know it

How to be yourself- A guide

Posted on by Getmemoving

Namaste,

It requires so much courage to actually be yourself or follow your heart or mind. A example of this would be : I was reading a book called ‘An indian girl’ and its story is somewhat…..okay nevermind highly feels like my story.
Why?
Because she is crazy like me, doing a job and making alots of money and living in foreign country, meeting new people and falling in love…..the last part is related to me.
The more I looked at it, the more I feel bad for her…..she knows everything expect of how to be herself, how to be beautiful by her own…..and thats what puts her in the position she never expects{ I still have to finish it}
   So i thought for a while.. I can really be myself and enjoy life at its fullest (either its a healing process or just a nap….full of dreams).
  
   So How I can make that dream come true?
  Simple
  – Beauty regime- Taking care of my skin, nails, is a first step towards right direction
  – Rereading a book- Because a genius rereads and update his or her learning
  – Making my hair- Thats something i always avoid twice
  – Living like a queen- Yes my baby, I am the queen!
  – Smiling for no reason
  – Working (dont forget that we have to work)
  – Dancing- well, I want to seduce someone and that someone is me;)
  – Gratitude
  – Journaling
  – How to be a good speaker- I was watching that video and damn it was so good…..count me in.
  – Trying to be social
 
  And so much I can add to the list……but slowly baby slowly. I think the most important one would be “diet”. Hehe, that makes me feel so light and energetic. Bye!
  –

Posted in Express, mental state

I Have problems

Posted on by Getmemoving

Hello,

I hate calling myself a “Victim”………..but now I have to. Its hard to elaborate but i am victim of mental abuse, sexual abuse (as seemless as it looks in my blogs) and most importatly, diagonsed with pcod, Recent 4 months were good when I started mediating due to this
– I gained weight
– Symptoms of pcod and abuse reduces
– Made new friends
– Increase in stamina

I had this feeling of stress deeply rooted inside me, seems like sometimes its hard to even handle myself in some situations. I have hairs all over my face period……..the struggle is real and painfull, I know people wont say anything because of hurting me with their words but I know they want to. How long I have to keep myself strong?  How long I have to keep looking for solutions? I am tired and just going with the flow of life.
  Actually, I am strong……if I can wake up early in the morning in such a cold whether in order to mediate, I can do anything. Requires time money and patience…still feeling down:'(

Posted in beauty, fuck it

A desire to be NORMAL

Posted on by Getmemoving

Its been a while I have written a blog or so………my patience, desires just dies. I have everything…….but it is scattered around like pieces. I am so scared to go out of my comfort zone that i make a home out of it…..i never felt so lonely before. I want to live and open that door to see what it has for me…….little do I know it will ties together everything I have and Everything i will get in future. I am tired of stalling in present or returning back to the past where past rejects me already. Likely, the only hope is three things

-My family -My partner -Myself

I opened that door……and the hidden surprise was not belive in yourself or just be different…….or just be a writer or asshole. It was education…………to master skills in order to ties everything together. No more stalling or no more dreams or lack of it. I am not guilty of past because Thats who I was………….I am ready to dive in with enthusiasm.;-)

Posted in fuck it, Write

Fantasy lover- A beautiful dream🤢

Posted on by Getmemoving

Namste,

As a book lover, the first thing that cames in mind is ‘Fantasy’ or ‘magic’ or ‘dreams’, maybe you like different genre (its a total advantage). Fantasy or magic is something that girls love the most…..that someday some would come and make their dream comes true or they are free bird who can do anything or everything…….true but for how long. At first strategy…..you will be forever waiting for that asshole just to be there in your arms for 2 minutes (fuckboi alert) or not…..in second you will think that you are an badass and nothing can stop me……baby come to the ground baby! Life does not revolves around your so called fantasies,
   I am also a victim of it tbh…..I have a fantasy that like lucifer (he is hot) I wanna like to have sex in this form or shape whatever..but when sex happens neither it was in that concept nor do I get the time to enjoy it! (Poor me) As said earlier, sex is just sex period……love making doesnt exist.


       How does fantasy deep rooted in our brain?
Speaking of books few has time to actually read others just movies or illusions of their own heads. Brain the most complex structure we have ever known, that brain is use to control every body parts……we should use those instead of being in a fantasy world. Mostly, it comes from so called stupid friends,,,,, whose target is to destroy their own life as well as yours in long term. We should accept things as they are,,, if rejection happens, bear it and move on.
If you dont think that things around you is not right,,,, speak and move on.
If you think these is your defintion of ‘happiness’….live it and move on.
If you had a bad past…..very bad,,,, leave it where it is….move on.
If you think you are not enough…..fuck it!

Motivation, Motivation, Motivation will fuck your mind in long term. Just do whatever the fuck you want to…..doesnt work out….learn something new and again work. Move your lazy ass.

Posted in Life, purpose, thoughts

Purpose- Driven

Posted on by Getmemoving

Salve,
     

Life is full of surprises as well as nothing sometimes…… the right kind of life is lead only when we have ‘purpose’, the sense of obligation, the need and desire. When we lack purpose in our life, it feels empty and worthless. I am guilty too of not following my heart to actually see what I can explore and become, but i cant go back in past and change it.
    Purpose then it leads to passion to follow and the hardwork and luck leads to the destiny…….opps not to mention more destines.
   
    Finding purpose all of a sudden is not in our hands, it is unexpected. The more I stare towards blank wall to elaborate about my purpose, the more I look stupid! Opps, not anymore. Passion, the things we feel passinate about and drives us crazy while doing it is termed as passion (yes, i am getting better at this). Likewise, I went on a lunch today as I was rejected by friends just for meetup, so instead of waiting for someone to make me feel happy or anything, I went alone. Omg i enjoyed alot, whole meal just for me…….so purpose was treating myself and passion was what and where to eat. My mind is also getting better in this…..omg yes.
The feeling in our heart that we have something to acheive is worth trying or doing, lets face it!
My new goal will be to make my life more interesting……..yessses

Posted in Express, Life

GRATITuDE

Posted on by Getmemoving

Bonjour,

Whats the difference between an average person and a strong person,
      ‘The ability to express gratitude in every situation’.

                              Gratitude
Ahh…. sometimes i forgot what to write. Let me think once.
Gratitude is expressing emotions towards certain  experience and person in our life. Its a very powerfull tool and it doesnt matter if we express it correctly or not, you do that matters.
It can be used such as to uplift ourselves, praise, feeling happy and feeling sad.

It can be so intense that you start to see life even in lifeless events and person, and that realizes us with a fact that we have everything, despite how we look and what we go through, as we are more than that.

The best example of gratitude would be the disney movie ‘Soul’. Once upon a time, two souls meet at unknown place and both were finding a purpose to live their life and got stuck together. Form their onwards the drama starts and it ends with a finest detail that both are negalcting, the life is beautiful because of small experiences and lessons it has hidden for both of them. They find peace and go on living. The end

  The sad reality is expressing gratitude means we have to belive in god and there is no such thing as god. Maybe you are right but there is such thing as life. That left us with wanting more and more, to satisfy us and at the end we left dis-stastifed even more. Living life with our own terms and expressing gratitude each time is one of the beautiful experiences, i have ever know. Let me think, there are more to experience than before….hmm hmm.