Posted in fuck it, know it, motivation

Opponent V/S you

Shall we start with a quote,? Yeah

Our biggest enemy is the past version of us.

Enemy, evil, opponent, or anything is hardest to deal with if its our inner thoughts, feelings, ego or laziness…..name a few. They can be called as ‘Sins’! Easy to fall and harder to escape- Trap. The more you look into the eye of the enemy and say- No more…….you are at peace and growth baby! Now, enemy is increased its strength and power, its not you or inner you……….because:

1. You know yourself and you can face any obstacle that is stopping you from growing.2. You are at peace with yourself.3. Past is no longer holding you back.

So, now what? The enemy is outer world with new challenges, with extreme toxicity and ego,even though you try to escape it, ignore it, deal with it………..its still there and it will be there! But I know you can face that enemy with the same courage, with more understanding……….why? Because if a warrior can stand in front of the mirror and be proud of themselves..can do anything in these world. Be brave!

Posted in Express, love, motivation, weirdness

When you know its love

Namaste,

I have been thinking a while about these concept but I never get the answer which gives me pleasure. But on a daily basics when small activites occurs which makes me smile even just for a moment………thats love. The urge to see someone smile, or the urge to enjoy in rain or drink cold coffee…..all comes under love. And i guess that is enough! Sometimes it can be overwhelming as we are getting what we deserve, but time its exactly what is made for ‘you’.😋

Posted in dance, know it

How to be yourself- A guide

Namaste,

It requires so much courage to actually be yourself or follow your heart or mind. A example of this would be : I was reading a book called ‘An indian girl’ and its story is somewhat…..okay nevermind highly feels like my story.
Why?
Because she is crazy like me, doing a job and making alots of money and living in foreign country, meeting new people and falling in love…..the last part is related to me.
The more I looked at it, the more I feel bad for her…..she knows everything expect of how to be herself, how to be beautiful by her own…..and thats what puts her in the position she never expects{ I still have to finish it}
   So i thought for a while.. I can really be myself and enjoy life at its fullest (either its a healing process or just a nap….full of dreams).
  
   So How I can make that dream come true?
  Simple
  – Beauty regime- Taking care of my skin, nails, is a first step towards right direction
  – Rereading a book- Because a genius rereads and update his or her learning
  – Making my hair- Thats something i always avoid twice
  – Living like a queen- Yes my baby, I am the queen!
  – Smiling for no reason
  – Working (dont forget that we have to work)
  – Dancing- well, I want to seduce someone and that someone is me;)
  – Gratitude
  – Journaling
  – How to be a good speaker- I was watching that video and damn it was so good…..count me in.
  – Trying to be social
 
  And so much I can add to the list……but slowly baby slowly. I think the most important one would be “diet”. Hehe, that makes me feel so light and energetic. Bye!
  –

Posted in feelings, hurt, mental state

Expressing Gratitude for- 2022

I was down for so long….and cant think of any positvity whatsoever. I thought what if I express gratitude through blog with some of the cute silly things I did or achieve….
30 things I am greatfull for (or trying to)
1. Heightened senses or Self- awarness.
2. Able to express various emotions such as fear and lonileness.
3. Being able to eat healthy and do cardio or yoga at my own pace.
4. Able to ask for help.
5. Good body & posture.
6. Increased stamina and flexibilty of body even for shorter period of time.
7. Completed 20+ followers on my page…
8. Smiling through pain.
9. Done advance asans.
10. Able to love but not recive .
11. How to compliment others.
12. Self-care or adopting Skin care.
13. Reading books.
14. Helping others.
15. Reflecting towards my shadow self.
16. Learning new things.
17. Have a goal or vision.
18. Trying to aploize myself
19. Loving the idea of “Indoor plants”.
20. Acting like a child in order to heal, or learn.
21. Crying.
22. Listening to songs
23. Listening to hearbeat…wow
24. Finding my puppy is no longer a small puppy, he grows up.
25. Establishing healthy boundries.
26. Focusing on vision.
27. Having faith.
28. No longer need someone to love me.
29. Painting my nails.
30. I am alive.

Posted in india, Life, thoughts

Expectations V/s Reality

Nia Hao,

Expectations we had, we have regarding our life or our surroundings, is worth mentioning as expectations leads to more traumas, depression and lonelness………thing is that we already know it but due to peer presure, and need for belonging it is quit hard to go on with the reality……sadly we have to accept our reality and have to be a little happy in our own dreams of expectations.
    Lets talk about expectations in a meanwhile and how it can impact ourselves:
    Expectations
   
    The more I will be self-obsessed the more i can earn and be rich.
    ° Reality how a self obsessed person is, we all know;)
    If I can change the world, I will be happy
    ° Reality, its really hard to change a one person perspective how can you change the world. Express gratitude and then be happy.
    All guys or girls are assholes
    °Reality, You are lonely!
    Unsolicited advice are best, it gives me hope!
    ° Reality,. Try therepy its worth it;)
    I am smart, dumb, ugly
    ° Reality its just a phase sometimes we all are smart and sometimes we all are dumb!
   
    Etc etc……………………….The smart person only knows how to thrive and survive, other than that “low intelligent” people is all about gossiping and bitching behind your back!

Posted in fuck it, Life

Sparkle fades- As reality strikes in

Hey,

The more I look back, the more I laugh…I lived a life worth mentioning, dreams after dreams, motivation after motivation…..Alots of books on different topics, doing whatever the fuck I wanted and then giving myself a name ‘Special’. Lol

As I move on I realized that sometimes its okay to not do or know something…..to not read every book before writing, or asking for a bill from a waiter lol. Just doing whatever we wanted, is classified as we dont have anything logical going in our life., so brain as to do something. The more reality strikes the more we know, everything was just useless…. making memories, everything, at last the thing you have done a day before or doing today is visible in your eyes or bad past…nothing new or nothing good. Being special is divine, it holds so much power that we had to become a god lol no.

The type of things I heard during this phase:
– Belive in yourself
– Go with your heart
– Trust your gut
– learn to love yourself
– Be special
– Be at a moment
– Forgive
– Heal
– Love

Dont you think we already know this, it will matter only when we heard from others? Nahh
Ahh worth mentioning…..Fanatises. With the end of fantises and dramas, I am going to change my site settings and try to catch up with reality.