Never have I ever
Heo,
Never have i ever, some people would like I wish i could do that and the reply will always be the same..never, Its not possible for me. Why? Because you are shithest person alive on the planet (well, yes you are).
Why to regret when you have so much potenial in your hands, in your mind and heart, what else do you need?
Most people are afraid of that they make fool of themselves when they try something new for the first time or they tried so hard not to look like fool or just an overacheiver, calm down baby,,,,,,, it happens. Who are the fastest learner? Childerns. Learn like them
You will get resourcefull with the art you are learning and creating……….and at last it is what it is.
“Squid game” one of the finiest series i have watched, in one game they were so afraid of dying because each one of thinks they are weekest because of girls and one old man on team. The old man came up with a strategy and they look like a fool but end up winning with proud, so who wins ? One who blindly goes into the game or one who is creative, and mastermind? Second no doubt.
Try your poteinal, you never know what you will get…….but learn to save time for yourself, family and your job or business,,,,,,,,thats the winning strategy.
Style- Statement
One of the greatest thing we can do for ourselves…..is the makeover we deserve.
Choose what is good for your heart and gives you a confidence boast for working out or anything in general.
I like long hairs,,,,, it suits me. Pink or black nailpolish…there is no in between. Statement earrings and a tint of bold makeup. Short dresses is must…..uhm more to add on list but firstly I have to find myself and what suits my entire personality wink wink.
A WARRIER
How to be yourself- A guide
Namaste,
It requires so much courage to actually be yourself or follow your heart or mind. A example of this would be : I was reading a book called ‘An indian girl’ and its story is somewhat…..okay nevermind highly feels like my story.
Why?
Because she is crazy like me, doing a job and making alots of money and living in foreign country, meeting new people and falling in love…..the last part is related to me.
The more I looked at it, the more I feel bad for her…..she knows everything expect of how to be herself, how to be beautiful by her own…..and thats what puts her in the position she never expects{ I still have to finish it}
So i thought for a while.. I can really be myself and enjoy life at its fullest (either its a healing process or just a nap….full of dreams).
So How I can make that dream come true?
Simple
– Beauty regime- Taking care of my skin, nails, is a first step towards right direction
– Rereading a book- Because a genius rereads and update his or her learning
– Making my hair- Thats something i always avoid twice
– Living like a queen- Yes my baby, I am the queen!
– Smiling for no reason
– Working (dont forget that we have to work)
– Dancing- well, I want to seduce someone and that someone is me;)
– Gratitude
– Journaling
– How to be a good speaker- I was watching that video and damn it was so good…..count me in.
– Trying to be social
And so much I can add to the list……but slowly baby slowly. I think the most important one would be “diet”. Hehe, that makes me feel so light and energetic. Bye!
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Expressing Gratitude for- 2022
I was down for so long….and cant think of any positvity whatsoever. I thought what if I express gratitude through blog with some of the cute silly things I did or achieve….
30 things I am greatfull for (or trying to)
1. Heightened senses or Self- awarness.
2. Able to express various emotions such as fear and lonileness.
3. Being able to eat healthy and do cardio or yoga at my own pace.
4. Able to ask for help.
5. Good body & posture.
6. Increased stamina and flexibilty of body even for shorter period of time.
7. Completed 20+ followers on my page…
8. Smiling through pain.
9. Done advance asans.
10. Able to love but not recive .
11. How to compliment others.
12. Self-care or adopting Skin care.
13. Reading books.
14. Helping others.
15. Reflecting towards my shadow self.
16. Learning new things.
17. Have a goal or vision.
18. Trying to aploize myself
19. Loving the idea of “Indoor plants”.
20. Acting like a child in order to heal, or learn.
21. Crying.
22. Listening to songs
23. Listening to hearbeat…wow
24. Finding my puppy is no longer a small puppy, he grows up.
25. Establishing healthy boundries.
26. Focusing on vision.
27. Having faith.
28. No longer need someone to love me.
29. Painting my nails.
30. I am alive.
I left
I left……..I left good things, i left exploring new things, i left creating art by my hands….and then saying why I am not feeling good enough? The only reason is if I left everything……i wont be learning anything. I wont be struggling, getting pain and pain and rising over it. I dont know the real failure, doubts, feedbacks, successes. No matter why I am feeling lonely.
There is good old talking, you dont have motivation to do something….you create motivation and i guess that hits me hard everytime i stops.
Selfless, Selfish, Selfless
Hallo,
Selfless, Selfish, Selfless! Its hard to decide which side to go…….I always wanted good for me growth, happiness,,,,,,,but i thought the only way to actually get is by being selfless removing the I, me term from my dictionary. Peace is within myself,’I am whom I wanted to be’ period, why I am getting self obessed? Why I cant be selfless?
My mother always tell me that if you give to others, you will get more than what you gave, Now its making alot of sense this relasation gave me hope and courage, most importanly some questions
– One day, I will also be a mother, will I be selfish?
– I want to be a teacher, will i be partial towards my students?
– Because of a failure, Should i give up?
Now, I know where i am standing……….just where my ex is standing. A selfish, terrified, hopeless and broken girl. I wanna be Selfless and that makes me more of who I am and how a lady should be and behave. Selfless in simple terms means caring about others more than our own needs and I guess thats the best way to heal.
Getmemoving 