Category: Write

Posted in Express, feelings, Write

Harsh Reality

Posted on by Getmemoving

I have lost so many of my close friends or bestfriends in a year………..I thought it was my fault that i am not good enough but thinking about it gives me anxiety, more anxiety and more. Some are gone because they get what they wanted from me, some are toxic that before i cut them……they cut me off its like an off and on cycle……So it was really my fault? I dont think so

Maybe I forgot to standup for myself, maybe i am really not good enough to provide them with comfort they need. Whatever it is, the reality still stinks, its hard to even imagine my life without them,,,,,,,but I have to move on, I cant take that shit anymore.😔

Posted in fuck it, Write

Fantasy lover- A beautiful dream🤢

Posted on by Getmemoving

Namste,

As a book lover, the first thing that cames in mind is ‘Fantasy’ or ‘magic’ or ‘dreams’, maybe you like different genre (its a total advantage). Fantasy or magic is something that girls love the most…..that someday some would come and make their dream comes true or they are free bird who can do anything or everything…….true but for how long. At first strategy…..you will be forever waiting for that asshole just to be there in your arms for 2 minutes (fuckboi alert) or not…..in second you will think that you are an badass and nothing can stop me……baby come to the ground baby! Life does not revolves around your so called fantasies,
   I am also a victim of it tbh…..I have a fantasy that like lucifer (he is hot) I wanna like to have sex in this form or shape whatever..but when sex happens neither it was in that concept nor do I get the time to enjoy it! (Poor me) As said earlier, sex is just sex period……love making doesnt exist.


       How does fantasy deep rooted in our brain?
Speaking of books few has time to actually read others just movies or illusions of their own heads. Brain the most complex structure we have ever known, that brain is use to control every body parts……we should use those instead of being in a fantasy world. Mostly, it comes from so called stupid friends,,,,, whose target is to destroy their own life as well as yours in long term. We should accept things as they are,,, if rejection happens, bear it and move on.
If you dont think that things around you is not right,,,, speak and move on.
If you think these is your defintion of ‘happiness’….live it and move on.
If you had a bad past…..very bad,,,, leave it where it is….move on.
If you think you are not enough…..fuck it!

Motivation, Motivation, Motivation will fuck your mind in long term. Just do whatever the fuck you want to…..doesnt work out….learn something new and again work. Move your lazy ass.

Posted in Express, purpose, Write

Loneliness does Exist

Posted on by Getmemoving

Hello,

It does exist when you dont know how you can be yourself anymore? Sometimes I am scared to walk through that door which scares me the most…..the idea, origin, process, application etc is known to me……why does it is stopping me from being who I am?

I took a step towards it, touch the handle and again go back because I can’t, I am scared! What if I wont be enough? What if I will be in a dark place forever? Even though the fact is that I survived everything that was killing me once and I can survive more….but fear of success and unknown is driving me wild. What if it is a failure? Still a lesson?

I have everything, thats the reason i am holding back because deep down I have a belief that i own everything, do I need something more? I still went towards that door and took a deep breath, now more closer than before and still cant do it. I am tired of little by little, or small steps,,,,,if I am ready that long jump wont be a trouble. Ghosts in the inside are more scarier than the ghost outside!

I AM READY TO DIVE IN.

Posted in feelings, Write

Love – A tragedy

Posted on by Getmemoving 
Salut,

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl and a handsome boy, their eyes met and chasing starts by a boy and finally he found his everlasting love and they got married.......Is this a reality?, I dont think so
Okie lets try one more time, Once upon a time boy meets a girl, and both liked each other but girl starts to obses over him, chasing starts and as we know boys dont like to be chased, they are the one who chooses that one special girl over everyone. But the hot and cold behaviour continues....oh no now story ends with he was a bastard who brokes her heart! The end

Thats the two version of love we believe from very ancient times, the only thing that was true is the feeling of love either felt by one or both, other than that everything is entirely baseless how?
/ There is no way first sight love happens, as we meet with tons of people throughout the day,
/ Happy ending rarely exist, until we are also prepared to dive into relation and make it into reality.
/ It requires time and effort to bloom the love into forever.
/ We love the idea of chase and happy ending, more than a journey itself! 
Wake up from a sleep and know that true love exist, either in a form of temporary feelings or long lasting effort done by both partners. 

      As a saying goes by, 'Everything happens for a reason either its a blessing or a lesson'.

If you find yourself that you dont know how to love or being cheated on, guess what its not the right time for you, let it go! Thats way you give yourself the oppournity to love yourself more, those broken parts who are asking for love from another person, just give your love, the desire and your smile. That would be enough

        What is love?
Love is a feeling in our heart which grows with time, if we keep feeding it together to make it last. Its warm touch, crazy butterfly inside, anxiety at the starting and familarity as we go on! Right confidence to carry out ourseleves and if the another one falls,  to carry them in our arms and say 'fuck you, I am here'. Experssing love daily or suddenly and feeling gratitude in our heart, that this person is mine. (I am crying, I didnt knew this, I know its not the right time for me) I always express my gratitude towards Jim kwik (my teacher) and thats why my love for him is still alive in my heart and I guess it will....   forever. 

Owning confidence to say no and yes when needed, is the way to find and keep love forever, if it happens.
Posted in purpose, Read, Write

Why I became a Blogger?

Posted on by Getmemoving

Selam,,

Why I start writing Blogs?

Once upon a time I was siting and suddenly got an Idea that I should start writing blogs. What should I write? Anything. Nah. …. all bullshit

I started writing the day I had my first counselling over text and she suggest me keeping a diary or so and write your thoughts on it, I never realised it was so effective for my mental health and overall development until I started listening to


Jim Kwik’s book ‘Limitless- Upgrade your brain, learn anything faster and unlock your expectional life’.

It was so amazing that turn my world upside down and it encourages me to took down notes so that I can remeber it later or revise it. I was writing examples and my mum was shouting, I was like,’I cant tolerate this while writing’ and I was about to shout but suddenly my inner voice said no, she is also tired!
I was like, who the fuck are you, as I usually do what i prefer to do without even thinking and regret it later…..now you made me realize that I am wrong.
    Thats where the transformation starts to begin, I was waiting for these moment the entire life.
With weird writing, extreme grammer and no table or chair, I begin to write as much; begin to read as much as I can, day after day night after night.

The saying goes by; ‘ Inspiration strikes when we least expect it’.

Without wasting my further time, I write a letter or so for myself, my crush, even to the Government regarding Sex education…..ahhhh
Not knowing that writing is so powerful than anything else in the world, Why?

1. It has feelings of our own little heart.
2. It has words that can transform you as well as others.
3. It can be funny, sad, happy, weird or anything.
4. It has not so perfect grammer or maybe perfect.
5. It has you.

As another saying goes by,’the pen is mighter than the sword’.
I may or may not be a perfect writer or blogger, but I love to write, even though sometimes I refuses to do so but that little voice tell me to try again once more! I have no rights to say no to that voice;)