Category: purpose

Posted in beauty, Express, Life, purpose

Selfless, Selfish, Selfless

Posted on by Getmemoving

Hallo,

Selfless, Selfish, Selfless! Its hard to decide which side to go…….I always wanted good for me growth, happiness,,,,,,,but i thought the only way to actually get is by being selfless removing the I, me term from my dictionary. Peace is within myself,’I am whom I wanted to be’ period, why I am getting self obessed? Why  I cant be selfless?

My mother always tell me that if you give to others, you will get more than what you gave, Now its making alot of sense this relasation gave me hope and courage, most importanly some questions
– One day, I will also be a mother, will I be selfish?
– I want to be a teacher, will i be partial towards my students?
– Because of a failure, Should i give up?

Now, I know where i am standing……….just where my ex is standing. A selfish, terrified, hopeless and broken girl. I wanna be Selfless and that makes me more of who I am and how a lady should be and behave. Selfless in simple terms means caring about others more than our own needs and I guess thats the best way to heal.

Posted in Express, purpose, Write

Loneliness does Exist

Posted on by Getmemoving

Hello,

It does exist when you dont know how you can be yourself anymore? Sometimes I am scared to walk through that door which scares me the most…..the idea, origin, process, application etc is known to me……why does it is stopping me from being who I am?

I took a step towards it, touch the handle and again go back because I can’t, I am scared! What if I wont be enough? What if I will be in a dark place forever? Even though the fact is that I survived everything that was killing me once and I can survive more….but fear of success and unknown is driving me wild. What if it is a failure? Still a lesson?

I have everything, thats the reason i am holding back because deep down I have a belief that i own everything, do I need something more? I still went towards that door and took a deep breath, now more closer than before and still cant do it. I am tired of little by little, or small steps,,,,,if I am ready that long jump wont be a trouble. Ghosts in the inside are more scarier than the ghost outside!

I AM READY TO DIVE IN.

Posted in Life, purpose, thoughts

Purpose- Driven

Posted on by Getmemoving

Salve,
     

Life is full of surprises as well as nothing sometimes…… the right kind of life is lead only when we have ‘purpose’, the sense of obligation, the need and desire. When we lack purpose in our life, it feels empty and worthless. I am guilty too of not following my heart to actually see what I can explore and become, but i cant go back in past and change it.
    Purpose then it leads to passion to follow and the hardwork and luck leads to the destiny…….opps not to mention more destines.
   
    Finding purpose all of a sudden is not in our hands, it is unexpected. The more I stare towards blank wall to elaborate about my purpose, the more I look stupid! Opps, not anymore. Passion, the things we feel passinate about and drives us crazy while doing it is termed as passion (yes, i am getting better at this). Likewise, I went on a lunch today as I was rejected by friends just for meetup, so instead of waiting for someone to make me feel happy or anything, I went alone. Omg i enjoyed alot, whole meal just for me…….so purpose was treating myself and passion was what and where to eat. My mind is also getting better in this…..omg yes.
The feeling in our heart that we have something to acheive is worth trying or doing, lets face it!
My new goal will be to make my life more interesting……..yessses

Posted in india, meditation, purpose

Meditation- An unknown battle

Posted on by Getmemoving

Meditation

Namaste,

Meditation or yoga whatever name we might use, the effects will remain same. So, it doesnt matter. The real thing is it is a ‘Battle field’ trying to reach towards the highest level of consciousness
                                   Peace        
Meditation either done in nature or done in class makes you ‘limitless’. It starts and ends with a cycle or process, taking us on a journey, that has alot of surprises and turnovers as:
* No phone aka personal or business life.
* No noise (if it is morning).
* no eating,walking or making overselves busy.
* Trying not to overthink.
* And focusing on a _breathe_.

       Please inhale and exhale
A quick remainder, the person cannot switch their minds completely off, its impossible…….but with a practice its easier for anyone to bring back their attention where they left it. Why it is called a ‘Battle field’?
   The battle will begin the day of your excitement ‘yes, I am gonna be fit’ and ends when you can finally be at ease and comfort with process. The cycle continues.
   More we think about it, more we feel scary to take steps towards it but trust me….you will not remain same once you know yourself. Body ache, overanalyizing thoughts, frstrution, focus detantion all are signs that you are at the right path, there is no going back no matter what.
‘He is so lame’, ‘why me’, ‘What to do next’, oh shit i get blank during the process ‘I am so dumb’! Shit shit

The struggle

Posted in purpose, Read, Write

Why I became a Blogger?

Posted on by Getmemoving

Selam,,

Why I start writing Blogs?

Once upon a time I was siting and suddenly got an Idea that I should start writing blogs. What should I write? Anything. Nah. …. all bullshit

I started writing the day I had my first counselling over text and she suggest me keeping a diary or so and write your thoughts on it, I never realised it was so effective for my mental health and overall development until I started listening to


Jim Kwik’s book ‘Limitless- Upgrade your brain, learn anything faster and unlock your expectional life’.

It was so amazing that turn my world upside down and it encourages me to took down notes so that I can remeber it later or revise it. I was writing examples and my mum was shouting, I was like,’I cant tolerate this while writing’ and I was about to shout but suddenly my inner voice said no, she is also tired!
I was like, who the fuck are you, as I usually do what i prefer to do without even thinking and regret it later…..now you made me realize that I am wrong.
    Thats where the transformation starts to begin, I was waiting for these moment the entire life.
With weird writing, extreme grammer and no table or chair, I begin to write as much; begin to read as much as I can, day after day night after night.

The saying goes by; ‘ Inspiration strikes when we least expect it’.

Without wasting my further time, I write a letter or so for myself, my crush, even to the Government regarding Sex education…..ahhhh
Not knowing that writing is so powerful than anything else in the world, Why?

1. It has feelings of our own little heart.
2. It has words that can transform you as well as others.
3. It can be funny, sad, happy, weird or anything.
4. It has not so perfect grammer or maybe perfect.
5. It has you.

As another saying goes by,’the pen is mighter than the sword’.
I may or may not be a perfect writer or blogger, but I love to write, even though sometimes I refuses to do so but that little voice tell me to try again once more! I have no rights to say no to that voice;)